In a house of mud and straw
Forged by those I dearly know
A place where I often, in my memory, go
But I can not stay
There
I run
On tiles of clay
Hand made by a husband and a wife grandma and grandpa
Big part of my precious life
In a house of mud and straw
Forged by those I dearly know
A place where I often, in my memory, go
But I can not stay
There
I run
On tiles of clay
Hand made by a husband and a wife grandma and grandpa
Big part of my precious life
The little boy had great hopes
He saw what his dad could do
The little boy had a sure smile
As if he absolutely knew
His dreams
No matter how big
Have a way of coming true
The little girl
Grew up to be
A little strange
Hungry for change
And for new places to see
The little girl drew her own maps
Wrote her own books
Created her own reality
The little girl hated their sanity
And the boredom it brought
She often thought
If it has been done before
No need to do once more
And so she carved a brand new world
This familiar wind
Hot and dry
Carrying pieces of my old self
As it hurries by
And smells that no longer exist
Perfumes no money could buy
This familiar wind
Carries pieces of my old river
Euphrates
Reminding me of nights spent together
Eating ice cream
Watching the candles light up the stream
Making wishes
Dreaming a dream
This wind passes much too quick
And I rush looking for a jar
Or a bottle
I want to save you
For my selfish reasons
And trap you
Like the memories that trap me
In a place that I no longer know
If it still exists
If it could resist
The bombings and the shootings on a small town
How could you, wind, turn this around
And take me to a moment of peace
As I float
Another piece
Of history
That no one remembers
Organic matter
That’s easily recycled
Easily blended
Easily camouflaged
Between the wind and the sand
I reach out my hand
As if to hold yours
My old self
You did good
You escaped that neighborhood
Where no child, or adult
Was safe
Where bombs did not discriminate
Stuck between love and hate
You soared far
And maybe you have the winds to thank
Or a God somewhere
Watching a dreaming child
And allowing her to yet dream
Oh how these dreams have changed
How your life has changed
Old self
You did great
I was hoping for an alien invasion
Maybe then
The question of
“Where are you from? “
Could be easier answered
And I could say
“Earth”
And no one would follow with
“But where were you born”
I was hoping for an alien invasion
So I could no longer be called an alien
Such as my luck
No alien cared to make my hopes true
And I still look at you
Unable to speak
The language I grew up
Speaking
Did you ever think to bring a second candle?
The optimist in you did not think the darkness will last
The wax dripping off of its handle
As it burns much too fast
But I who’s seen darkness, I who was birthed away from light
I hoard all the candles
Fearing that they might
Not be enough
I stretched out my dusty wings
Shedding thousands of years
Away
Breaking the silence of my peers
Turning our dark tears
To fire
Reigniting an ancient flame
Reminding the world of our name
As I flew higher
I could no longer deny my true desire
I was born
For this rebirth
Born to inspire
The fig tree by the house with no backyard
Always welcomed me
It was comforting and warm
Teaching me
A child I was
Not knowing death nor life
It taught me eternity
The fig tree in my grandmother’s house
Will always live within me
Time is slipping away
And I hoped you would stay
But I’ll be slipping too
I wished you well
I wished you good
I’ve done all I know I could
But time
Is my enemy and time is my friend
I wished I could see it till the end
But time is slipping away
And I will be slipping too
They wonder why
She sits there
Speaking language she didn’t choose
Getting much too close
To forgetting her mother tongue
Wings sealed in a box
Her brown locs
Painted blonde
They wonder why she changed
She only did it
To survive